Rough start

Brady still nurses twice a day.  I was originally planning on doing the child led weaning but I don’t really want to be nursing past two.  I know that sounds selfish since I rarely nurse in public anymore so that’s not a huge deal.  She’s only nursing twice a day now – nap and bedtime – but she’s getting closer to 2 and I don’t know how long the weaning process will take or if I should just continue to do the bedtime one til she is 2.  Agh, I don’t know what to do!  I tried dropping the nap session once last month and she would not take a nap so I caved and just haven’t tried stopping again.  Brady just went down for her nap (she’s been up since 5) and she cried for about 5 minutes but I think she might be asleep now.  Maybe getting up so early helped this time?  We’ll see how the rest of the day goes and if I feel I can cut out the sessions and be okay with it.  Writing it all out now makes me feel terribly guilty since there’s no real reason to wean.  I guess only time will tell.