I’m having a really hard time lately accepting the fact that time marches on and life hasn’t stopped just because I’m mourning. It feels like everything in my life has changed and turned upside down and will never be the same again. I’ve been reading through old posts and am so thankful that I used to post more frequently so I can remember little details or stories I might have otherwise forgotten about Stoli. It’s hard to read and know that no new memories will ever be created.
I’m still working on my tribute to Stoli. Casey bought me Photoshop Elements for Christmas so I’m still working on getting pictures and videos together and getting everything edited. When the tribute on here is done, I can work on getting new pictures framed and finally getting an album/scrapbook of pictures together. I kept putting it off assuming (and hoping) there would always be time another day.
I found this sweet picture of Brady and Stoli from this summer that brought a smile to my face before making me cry. I just hate that she’s gone and I’ll never get her back again. The finality of it all is unbearable.
What a beautiful photo! And she misses Stoli, too!